Thursday, November 13, 2008'♥
it's suppose to be a happy day.wanna know why?because tomorrow is friday.and friday is book out day.however, that kind of feeling seems to have gone.i'm no longer longing for tis day in the week to come.is it maybe because of all those disappointment that you have given me,that make me feel tis way?or is it because you are no longer that important to me?somehow, i just felt that it's a wrong move from the start.we shouldnt be together.we should just remain as wad we are.maybe that's the better way out for us.i should have just kept the feelings inside me.i've finally seen your true colours.so, this is the way how you treat your gf.you just make me feel like a fool, like a failure.everything that i've done for you, have you ever appreciated anyone of it?or you think that it's wad i should do.arent you given enough freedom?i'm always the one taking the initiative to call you, message you and all.have you ever spare a thought for me?have you ever asked whether i'm happy?sometimes i really wonder, do you realli treat me as you gf?or am i just your toy.you will only treat me good when you want it.why friends are always at piority than gf?aint it suppose to be the other way round?i juz want to be treat more like a lil princess.i juz want my bf to dote on me, pay more attention to me.haix.
am i asking too much?what have i done to deserve all these from all these guys?will there be someone better out there?initially, i thought i've found my mr right.you're all that i wanted.but i'm wrong now.ur personality is one big problem.
ur character another one.and the way how you treat others.all in all, i've only got myself to blame.it a wrong move right from the start.i tink we shld go back to the way we are in the beginning.
and all problems will be solve.I've onli got myself to blame.
