Sunday, January 09, 2011'♥
I'm back to update this dead blog of mine.
Happy new year everyone.!! How's your new year so far people?
School stared on the 6th dec. Its going to be the sixth week tis coming monday.
Its the start of FYP aka final year project, its the last phase in poly life..
Module credit for it would be 22. I must pass this with flying colours in order to pull up my GPA to get into a local university.
However, the project that i am suppose to do, no one does it before which means i do not have a reference for me to look through it. :((
I simply dislike doing the current project that i am doing.
The coding is hard, i have never use this program before!
Its a total new thing to me.
haix.
New year started. Its not a good start for me.
Things doesnt seems to go well for me.
Be it studies or human relationship.
Just what is happening NOW!!
Can anyone tell me???
A msg to U if u are stil reading my blog.
The reason being not wanting to be friends with you guys is because u guys hav made me lost trust in you people.
U guys made me feel restricted to the things that i can do to be friends with you people. I hate that kinda feeling.
If you people are thinking that i am just wanting things to go in my way, how about you guys? I do not wan to be the follower again. I am not going to tolerate things and giving in anymore just because of the other person's temper. I have my temper, you have yours. Yes, i know sometimes we have to give and take. But dun you tink that what we have given is far more then what we take??
I do not feel the respect that you guys have been giving.
I know you guys wans to salvage this friendship with good intention BUT its used at the wrong timing and wrong method. Certain things is not what you guys tink it might work means it WILL work.
People do have feelings too. The feeling of sitting there facing people and talking to a fierce person SUCK TOTALLY!! The fear within, the silent scream, no one knows. Every word that comes out have to be very careful to not offend the other person. I dislike tis kinda feeling. Why cant bygones b bygones? Forget everything and move on without having a stupid 'talk'. Even the sorry is NOT sincere. trying to act noble and all but.....
All in all, FUCK EVERYTHING!!!! Since it doesnt matter anymore now, no concerns to u guys, i am going to leave for good!
Let it be a happy ending to you guys!
